I wake to doodles and drool and lie to the beat of the heat in my veins. They circle me now and lurk by me now and poke and they stroke my reddened cheeks hidden under freckles. The wind sneaks through the hinges and quietly tinges my eyes with the tears they've been meaning to let fall. Circling, twirling and swirling above, waiting for my blushing rhythm to stain the sheets and so now they dive.