9 o'clock Together we lay in your bed I watch as the sun leaks through your blinds Giving the room a sort of familiar feeling Its summer We spend long nights together I don't leave until midnight You say you love me three times without even realizing I drive over again Effort has shifted to me I put it in daily, as I watch you slowly step backwards We get into our first fight, which leads to many.... Many..more... The way you say my name almost sounds like a cry for help Maybe its me Maybe I'm the one who is bad at relationships Maybe I'm the toxic one...