You dont hear me
I make sure of that.
But how could you
You don't blink an eye

You call me all slurred
Baiting me in with adoration
then something in your head clicks
That switch is hit

You go off in a rage
Bringing up the past.
I don't know why
And you don't know I cry

I'm not perfect
You should know
But I try my hardest
To get as close as I can

I have regrets
I ****** up I know
But I cant make it better
When you wont let it go

You hold onto the grudge
You choke my soul
It hurts on the inside
But you don't know

Its like I do it all wrong
And your a perfect angel
There's no stop and no time
That i can recover before the next

You act abusive in words
Cutting straight to my soul
No stop no pause
Just words that keep rolling

You don't remember
What u said in the morning
No glance at what words
Break me down and **** me

I wish you could see
The hurt I endure
When ever you call me
In a drunken stupor

But u never will.
I make sure of that
I silence my sobs
Till your passed out

So I continue the mask
Of feelings you don't know
So that you wont see
What you do to me.