i got drunk out of my mind and i remember feeling dizzy and nauseous and then i broke into tears and i knew it was because i was thinking of you and i just couldn’t stop crying for two hours straight and i kept on asking for you because all i wanted was to hear your voice, i wanted to call you and hear you tell me that you cared and that i meant something to you.
i got drunk out of my mind and no one around me understood why i just suddenly started sobbing like a child and even i don’t understand all of it but i guess you just control so much of me that even when i couldn’t think straight you were the only thing i could think of. everything around me felt surreal and blurry and you were the only thing i was sure of.