I've left and Ive looked back many times It was fiery, too hot, not to mention That I'm too ****** up But seeing the huge stakes of fire That I've left behind, I yearn I want to come backΒ Try to make it okay But It can't be the sameΒ Oh It can't be the same But I know that's not reason enough to stay away But you see You can tape the mirror back up But it'll only show you cracked pieces Different reflections on what was once the same surface And you see, the reason I don't come back Is that I can't create havoc in your life like that I've left once and now I must go on Yes I want to come back, But I chose my wrongs I can't just come barging in again And bang on the walls you created in pain So I'll just sit down on the crossroads from where I left, because in order to unhurt you, I have to act deaf