as i scroll through sentimental facebook posts, i couldn't help but write this note. for the father days i didn't call, to your birthday's sung without me. you might've not shown me how to change a tire, but you taught me how to ride a bicycle. i wish you could've been there when i got into my first car accident; the brakes didn't really work the same way as that pink bike. milestones missed by 1,000 miles but each one had you in mind. i waited every time knowing nothing had changed. my 7 year old self is tired of leaving you to blame. thank you for helping me find the love of my Heavenly Father; in him i know i am a beloved daughter.

happy father's day,
i forgive you.