Where has the time went what has life done to me
where has happiness gone where do i stand
I have not learned to deal with this sort of pain 
Ive left my heart in your far away land
emptiness is my home; your hate is my sorrow
my happiness i strive for; my love i no longer have
only the rememberence of you of our memories 
The tears i fight back as much as i can and as painful but possible it is.
Dreams are no longer dreamt
you've become a nightmare something my soul desires so deeply 
I may be standing, breathing, and moving
but i no longer have the life i had
i no longer have the me i was but only the spirit 
I desire to regain myself but truthfully inside i am dead
my days are cold and will remain cold 
No matters no importance i am no longer here
My insperation is gone my heart is still weeping 
Ive lost myself 
Ive forgotten what it is to be happy 
I feel empty and in my sroryline and weather my days always rain and there are always dark clouds 
Emptiness and dark shadows are all i feel and see