i never thought my life would turn out this way never thought that i would be controlled by someone else never thought i could be in so much pain from just seeing someone never thought my heart could pound so hard from a single thought never thought i would be so uncertain never thought i could be so betrayed never thought i could feel so empty never thought i could hurt so bad never thought i would actually have to check if my heart was still beating never thought there was a chance i could never be repaired never thought i could feel so weak as i was getting stronger. never thought that it would all turn out this way by meeting you....