im not thinking of you, i promise.
i cant be thinking of you, i wouldn't dare.
because if i were thinking of you i would think of everything.
i would ruin all the healing i have done and refresh the feelings.
i would think of all the memories we have
and every detail of our history together.
i would think of how perfect we were.
i would think of how happy we were and
how this time last year, everything was completely different.
but if i were thinking of you, which im not, i would also think of pain.
i would think of how you broke my heart and ran it over with your car.
i would think of how you completely threw away something so perfect
and tossed me aside like your dirty laundry.
i would think of how you didn't hesitate when you moved on
and didn't think twice before you made the decision that would lose me forever.
i would think of whether or not i cross your mind or if you think of me as often as i think of you.
So if you were wondering if i was thinking of you, don't worry, im not.
i promise.