Shall i fight this or throw in the towel?
The weight of this feeling,
So unwieldy and amorphous

Grappling with connection
Derangement of all senses
Swathed in a veil of disguises
Oh what have i done to deserve you
The weight of this feeling,
So naked and overpowering

Crysanthemums and shrooms
Rimbaud quatrain in technicolor
You are the roadmap to my life
The weight of this feeling,
So unfeigned and unquestionable

Treading frigid and lovelorn terrain
With sieve-minded memory of
Futile spoutings of hegel in counseling
The weight of this feeling,
So tangible and concrete

Warts all over your face,
Worms crawling through my spine,
Loveless lives in terminal decline
The weight of this feeling,
So deep-seated and unrelenting

Shall i fight this or throw in the towel?
The weight of this feeling,
So heavy and sad