It's all I can do to try to stand up straight and forgive all the foes I've made along the way 'cause when I think I'm finally in the right it turns out I am a shadow standing in the light. I don't even believe what I have seen, the fragments and tattered threads of a destiny woven with life and death on a country road, coming to terms with mortal flesh and bone. I am trying to be a different kind of man. Who can look in your eyes and say: "I understand. I know what it is that you're going through, and I'll do what I can to be here for you." But now I hardly go out my front door. Mostly I'm at home, sitting on the floor, humming empty tunes and writing rhymes, tapping out the seconds as they pass on by. But I'm starting to think that there's something more, that there's something bigger still in store and if I were to put my neck on the line I would be the one who ends up fine. I know a thought in my mind is the tool causing the transformation of a fool who finally sees that it's his decision if he'd like to join the world as a magician.