Apology to a friend

The journey we've had
Was always alligned.
A road, roughly paved
By forgiveness and fights.
You felt my pain
When it was hidden from sight.

You gave your hand,
When I was in need.
You poured your soul,
When mine wasn't free.
You invested your heart,
You were left there to bleed.

I've kept my words
Beside my bed
I thought they were
Better left unsaid,
A storm was brewing inside my head.

You wanted to calm the whirlwind inside,
I ran to the exit,
Couldn't bare to confide.

Moments like these are a trial,
Of friendships that stand the test of time
I'm afraid to be hurt,
And I'm afraid to hurt you

Two sensitive hearts,
Of worlds that shouldn't collide.