I'm a resonant body, made love to the man I hope comes around in my dreams and his torso distended and separated kissed his stomach before his legs became driftwood and slabs of black marble-- his house was carpeted in grass with rivers running through them and I stood half-naked at the stream with a makeshift fishing rod, folding spotted paperclips into hooks, there were no doors but you came around the sunlight as if there was, stepped through the air and stood beside me--and the fish came to you one after the other until I accidentally dropped the wire and it floated downstream to the front entrance, where is my heart? in the misty moors burnt off by noonday convalescing in mossy burrows trying so hard to make sense of the people that become bales of hay matchsticks and empty cotton shirts.