something was taken from me recently
and i cant ever get it back

i feel like i have no purpose anymore
because i thought i could always protect myself
but that changed

im out in the open with nothing more to lose
i lost everything

i dont know how to go on anymore
i feel empty now

i cry myself to sleep when no one is around
yet i still feel nothing

i wish i wasnt here
i wish this didnt happen

i have no motivation anymore
i was excused from classes
and i was excused from exams
but that doesnt fix my struggle

no one i know understands what im going through
they try to help
but it doesnt

i feel so alone
theres no one i can talk to

no one i know has gone through this
no one i know has been *****
and so i just have myself
but i no longer have the will power that i did before

so what do i do now?