There was a breach in the system A leak Of unimaginable magnitude - for them. For me it was inevitable But I wallowed in my denial Until the seam tore and all of me spilled out The shade spread rapidly, Seeping through each minute And permeating each day Until the Professionals drew out a truth My own ****** honesty clad me in chains They bound me to life in a way Inflicting the pains and more strain I was alive But with nothing to gain.