What am I doing?
Logic and emotion tear me from facing reality.
While you continue to point out my flaws,
I continue to play along.
What are we doing?
Forming connections and regrets that will only
Be forgotten in the upcoming years
I keep trying to read between the lines
I am scared to death,
My throat feels like it's collapsing
Whenever the future crosses my mind
Life has become too much to handle
With every smile I fake
And every apology I buy
I slowly slip away
Who am I?
I hate this person I have become
Both inside and out
I judge and am judged
Hypocrisy and lies blur my vision
Please guide me to the answers
Where am I supposed to go in life?
I just need a sign,
A purpose,
A reason for all of this suffering.
Someone please save me
Before I lose everything.