Things have been uncomfortable I don't know much how to handle it My writing has gone to **** And I honestly am scared
Everything feels very one track And I don't fully feel here As in I don't feel connected to earth It feels like I'm an outsider on my own life I'm sure this just sounds a little dull Melodramatic even but I wanted you to know that I am concerned
I don't think the hospital could help And no therapist would tell me what to do I can't tell them how I feel because I don't know how to explain it I've been waking up with nose bleeds and I think they look really cool Maybe I'm on the verge of dying but I don't know it so I'm still living
I hope that I don't leave you guys behind I don't want to be missed like this I know I'm a little morbid at times But I'm just pouring all of my blood to feel fine
This isn't like last time I haven't done anything stupid But I feel like I should have At least I would have known why I feel this way
This is something that I haven't ever felt It won't let me run away I'm stuck in a nightmare I hope that you will come find me