Take a nail
Stab it right through the middle of my palm
Now do the other one
Do you feel any better seeing me pinned here
This is what it feels like to have you pressure me
I feel cornered in a room and that doesn't have a door
It's has a window though
I'm stuck here in this chair
My eyes are turning black because I'm sick of blue
I don't want this but I'm trying for you
I am sorry that I am not good enough but God please know that I'm trying my best
Push me on the ground
Stomp on my face
Use my blood to draw a picture of what I should be doing
Use it to make a list of all the fuck ups adding up
I can't sleep anymore
My brain keeps me awake but not in the I'm so energized right now way
In the I'm too tired to sleep way
Take my hand
I make get a little blood on you
I hope that's okay
I hope that soon
I can finally take this chair
And throw it through that window
And finally be free
What I don't know is that the chair is nailed to the ground and the window is glued shut
There is no escape for me