You bit my lips,
Then traced them with your fingertips.
You left me speechless.
You pierced my skin,
Like breaking in,
Straight through my defenses,
You made me helpless.
You ripped out my eyes, so I couldn't see.
I became blind so I could choose to believe
That you could choose to suffer loyalty,
That you were actually looking at me.
And you numbed my brain,
My thoughts entangled,
My sense disabled
It felt like a migraine.
I covered my ears,
From your words I couldn't bear to hear.
You were bored by my tears.
I once held you dear.
You were becoming my worst fear.
My heart you hurt worst of all.
The pain was often dull, but it dragged on and on.