Fall in love or, fall in hate? Sit and sigh or, motivate? Understand or, wallow silence? Live a life without the violence. Do what’s right or, feel your wrong? Find a place where you belong. Happiness is all so worth it. Who’s to say that we deserve it? We take for granted what we’ve got. No one sees that it’s a lot… So much to be thankful for; Yet we’re all demanding more. I’ve made mistakes, I understand. No longer will I demand… None is better than what I’ve got. The beauty is; I’ve got a lot. It’s sad all this time has passed…feeling sorry goes by so fast. I’ve been selfish; so, demeaning. I lost my drive; Life lost its meaning. I’m coming back. I need no closure. This is done; this is over. Back to how I was before; drowning sorrow is no more. Far beyond my simple range; to fix myself and make my change.
I Went Through A Long Period Of Depression. I'm 15 Years Old... It Took Me So Long To Realize That I Was Being Selfish. I Was Taking For Granted The Beautiful Things God Blessed Me With. I Wrote This Almost As My Closure. Since Then, I've Been Sober 10 Months And Am Regaining My Faith Along The Way With My Brother's Help .