I want absolution
cant find no solution
to problems and cancers
of sadness and rages
I searched for the answers
in pages for ages
but my breathing was laboured
no thoughts to be savoured
my head exploding
the data downloading
my life a confusion
is this an illusion
the prison walls tight
caving in all around me
no room left to fight
just darkness to blind me
no reason, no history
my death is a mystery
to question to wonder
to fell and to ponder
for me and for ye
and for all the rest
this was my reality
and I failed the test.