Waves are crashing in my lungs; You ask what’s for dinner I curl up next to you even though my skin itches to the touch And watch as you subconsciously turn over, never realizing Hearing my voice echo across hollow ears as I say I don’t feel well And an answer back to get some sleep, just need some sleep I crumple to the ground, no energy left to move unless its for harm The pressure not to collapse; as it’s already in motion clouds my head Then the anger; the façade not redeemable and you hurt in the process Crashing through trees desperate to escape the hurt you’ve sent careening after me Finally I come back and tell you I’m sorry for hurting you, and I mean it I just don’t think you should’ve ever been hurt by it
Why do you not see me? Why do you not care? Are you so blind by your own problem? Am I by my own? Can you not see why I question your love for me?