Nothing hurts more
Pretending to be a friend
To the one whom I adore.

Joking and laughing with her.
Without her even noticing
Each day I love her even greater.

I know telling her is a bit risky.
Something might change,
And for that I'm not ready.

I might get a rejection from you.
And I'd also lose someone
Maybe a one or two.

So I would let God decide
If you're for me and I'm for you.
If our world is meant to collide.

And dear if you're reading this,
I just want to let you know
I love you times infinities.