that diamond crested,
disease infested life lesson
about the direction in which life beckons
"i need to run away to be free"
but isn't this a repeat?
didn't we make the fleeting defeatist decision
and now you're back again hurting me????
"yeah but we were only thirteen, see?"
well i'm still the same dumb kid
who thinks you cannot be trusted
i'm just a busted substitute for whatever love is.
but now you realize this
and severed our every tie it's
me trying to deny it's really the end this time...