I kept looking for you
I kept waiting for you
I kept holding on to you
but you were not to be seen
with my powerless heart
I tried reaching you out
My memories were pushing me
they were like nourishment to my soul
i ran for you
but all in my head
i want to run after you
but i felt in a cage
a cage you built around me
filled with heavy words
possessive, pushy, or nagging
i kept my distance
hoping you will come back
i kept my hope
hoping it will be us
i kept falling
knowing you won´t return
and my crushed heart
kept saying no no no
it can´t be
it is us us us
how can there be any fuss
now i live with your ghost
walking with me
like my host
i wonder if it will ever go
i wonder if i will ever grow
i wonder i wonder i wonder
and then again
i hope i hope i hope
it will be us
it is us
it was us

KPK