I swear to myself I won't miss you
Nor stare at you like how I used to
I swear I won't talk to you again with enthusiasm
Nor tell you tales about dragons and stuff
I swear I'll never love you more even If I had the chance
Nor wrap you in my embrace when the morning's too cold
I swear all of these
But I can't promise to not write about you every single time

How you cried over her
How you laughed about a dog chasing its tail
How you smile like a puppy
How those passion in your eyes burns like hell
How your pain kills you
How everything about you makes me go crazy over and over again
How I cannot contemplate why I fell for someone as simple as you..
Like how the hell did you get in?
Guess you sneaked in
when I left my heart opened when 'twas wounded

I can't feel anything right now.
Look what you've done
Whatever, I feel okay with the setup
Anyone, whoever makes you happy as me when I see you
It's all what matters to me
It was always you who matter to me

I never know how long
I never know when this will suddenly stop I never know how to
But you know what?
When I do, I'll be the happiest
I hope my heart would be given back to me
So it can rest from the war.