I'll always miss you in the calm
mornings
holding me in a way that said I held your life
and that morning you were clear and free
laying in a way unique to those who had grown up with eachother
only the father of my children could touch me that way
forgetting everything....every thing
because this morning
we were 22 and 37 at once...
we were new and engaged and married and parents and alone at once
I'd laugh like only a women who had bore your scars could
that love
comes once