i'm glad i shared the last few moments of stinging, gasping for breath, and teary eyes, although confused, it made sense later. i like to think that i took some of that pain, and sense of death, but i came back from it, and you didn't. and i hope that the throb and the short period of agony that i also undertook, took away from your own, and made your exit just a little more peaceful than it would have been, had some of it not diverged to my own chest.