Pretty positive that in all of my lives this is how it will be.
I'll just be the Slutty Stripper that has an Alcohol and Cocaine problem.
It doesn't matter and I know I need to focus on myself right now but it's kind of hard when all of these love songs and heartbreak songs come on the radio and I see happy couples married, engaged, or just dating around and knowing in the back and front of my mind that all I have going for me is a life of Alcohol, Cocaine, Prison, and Jail.
But that's okay.
Because I'd rather suffer this thing I call my life alone than drag someone through it that isn't skilled enough for the journey.