She's going to leave and there isn't a thing I can do about it.
The way I plan to cope on this horrendous nightmare is the only way I possibly can. We all know what that means, and get sad to see it happen. But sometimes the pain can't be handled any longer and there is something that sends us to the end. Well, for me, this is it. This is what will do it for me, and to see her leave is something I can't live with...