Haywired and spiraling through the days
Bringing me here today
Feeling like its been a decade
Changing
Maturing
Growing
Releasing the woman that has been locked away
Breaking out now
Venturing out now
Seeing so crisp what’s in front now
Feeling the good from the bad now
Painful endings have brought me to this beginning
Seemingly unbearable pain is what shoved me forward through every ending
But here I am now
Slowly, spiraling down to a landing now
No longer haywired
Just wired, to a semi fix now
Enjoying every moment now
As I smile
Knowing everything has brought me here
Its all clear
There’s no gain without pain
I’m holding a steadiness to push back now
Only roots spiraling now
Digging deep, digging deep
Will continue to grow
Mature
And only change by force of the seasons
Standing now
Out in the open
Never again to be locked away