it's never an easy game
i could buy out
all the books of secrets
i could memorize
every single tiny cheat code
and nothing would help me
understand why you are there
with her
rather than here
with me
i've convinced myself that
"there's always someone else"
always, always, always
it makes me wonder if i will ever
find a man that will
willingly harmonize with me
singing
"you are the only one for me"
*never, never never