My strength and will
Does bend to pills
My self control stagnates

My might and magic
ends so tragic
Those whom I love end up in hate.

I dream I'll never
Be so quite as clever
My intellect now feels unfair

I'll run away
And hide today
I'l die within my nightmares

I'll muster up  
Some courage love
With an ounce of self betrayal

I'll trust you all
To break my fall
And blame it the nail

When I break my neck
As you would expect
My life's work was for me to be born to fail.