I want no tears to fall
But they have breached my wall
They flow now like a cascading river over its peck
I want the to stop, I need to find the answers that I seek
I feel cold, from my head to my toes, starting at the heart
I deserve none of what I have, they should all fall apart
I know then I will not survive the blow
But they will be free to go
Free to live the way they deserve, happy and far away from me
Where the icy tips of my heart and pain cannot reach, that is the key
The key to unlocking the gate of peace and love out of my terrible world
It is as if we are all in a book but the characters real, the futures whirled
This is where you all leave; leave so that I may heal
This is...the pain I feel