Acting like I’m still in love
by @Stephank
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*Choking on the laughter
that has run away to hide
Putting on a braver face
than what I feel inside
Blaming every tear drop
on the allergies I keep
Drowning in a puddle
only seven inches deep
Staring at the distance,
never seeing past the gate
Coming up with reasons
though I know it is too late
Pretending I am happy
like there’s nothing that I need
Writing her a poem
that I doubt she’ll ever read
Smiling with the sadness
so they don’t know it is there
Walking in a dance step
as if I am Fred Astaire
Waking every morning
with a sunset point of view
Acting like I’m still in love,
when I can’t be, without you*