I feel the fire, and it burns deep from the inside. Our words fired with all the hate and anger Of long hours made of days and weeks of pain Pent up and held to the point of bursting. This flood that we unleash upon each other, One insult stinging always more painful than the last, Has been in the making from the day our feelings became clear. Our lives and lifestyle choices; at once so different, Yet our hearts so star-crossedly aligned that The Gods above must surely laugh at our plight.
The words that you spit and the tone you use Drive venom deep in my veins as any fang could, And that iridescent pain blooms beneath my skin. In return I barb my own voice with similar poisons, If nothing else hoping to hit you with spite To try and assuage the ruin you have made of my heart - and pride - Though I know down inside that I am at fault Just as much if not more than you, But at this moment I find myself unwilling To admit such thought as anywhere near true.
And when all is said and done I would regress if I could, But the words have been said and our course is set. We have cast our nets fashioned of anger and spite Out upon the waters, now we must deal with our catch. Nothing to be done but continue upon our path As I see no possible route to digress, And return to our days when the only three words That mattered in this world between us were "I love you".
Written partly from my own experiences and thoughts, this is also built upon the relationship between Phedre no Delaunay de Montreve and Joscelin Verreuil from the Kusheline series by author Jacqueline Carey.