i am a man of science—
something like that.
i was never one to put things up to faith or religion; no, i am a firm believer of all things formulated out of reason;
until you came along,
with galaxies in your eyes and star dust in your hair; (when i kiss you, i swear i see supernovas)
and who do you think you are, anyway?
to come barging in to my perfectly explained universe and re-arranging all my theorems,
to come waltzing into rooms, acutely unaware of how you send every organ of mine in to overdrive;
dilated pupils, and an increased heartbeat, and a spike in some hormones, and a light going off somewhere in my brain— (diagnosis: love)
i despise the effect you have on me,
the churn in my stomach to have you smile at me, the thrill to hold your hand, the constant train of thoughts about you that has muddled the part of my head that can explain all this in a more scholar-ly way.
but no. all that i knew could not explain what i felt for you;
no, you had me denying newton's laws of motion— with every action there is an equal and opposite reaction— (you had me hoping my love would recieve, instead, an equal and similar reaction)
no, you were not just a lump of atoms born in to this world for the mere purpose of recreation and, inevitably, death— (to me, you are much more than a scientific construct)
no, all the chemicals boiled down in to nothingness and all the formulas were void of their values and all the terms were mere jargons that could not help me fully comprehend
why you are warmer than sunshine;
why you could take away the oxygen in my lungs faster than anything else;
why the planets seem to align in order to keep you here;
why gravity does not exist in the spaces you occupy;
why distance is my enemy;
and why i am in a love-hate relationship with the rotation of our earth (it depends on when i can see you again);
it was suddenly not just physics, or astronomy, or biology, or chemistry
when you came along.