drifting from sea to sea there exists an unknown magic nature the familiar that I've severed love or what--I don't know who can say--I am sorry for the pain you carry not which I've inflicted guilty of something--I'm sure on the slow spiral down around where you are I am envious of the bears--watching them in perfect isolation free in streams splashed w/ salmon blood--tied only w/ metabolic impulse humans are the strange ones looking out @ nature w/ mirrors and cameras & grins I do not understand this odd voyeurism slow down and be born already too much caffeine vibration sunken shallow to the form anxiety worries--for god's sake already burned up