I've changed. I'm no longer myself what happened to me? I've become selfish I'm now a narcissist what happened to me? what pushed me? who am I now? what happened to me? I'm screaming on the inside constantly angry at myself what happened to me? wanting what's best for me and yet I don't do so what happened to me? I used to do everything I could I still do but do I really.. what happened to me? why am I constantly upset? and constantly angry? what happened to me? sometimes people change I just wish I wouldn't have what happened to me? I'm now so irritable what egged me on? what happened to me? I'm angry at myself terrified of who I've become what the **** happened to me..