So here I am again

begging for your call
I promised myself
I wouldn't do it, but
this talk, it makes me
think

so here I am again

I'm a little lost and
confused, searching
in the sea of "what if"s
for the truth

so here I am again

wishing I could go
back to the start
I keep thinking it's
all my fault

so here I am again

I tried so hard to
put away all the
faded, hopeless
memories but they
floated back to the
surface

so here I am again.