It's a feeling of pain
It's a cry from your body
   Weeping of the heart
   Death to your mind
I could stop it but we both know I won't
I'm itching, only to make me bleed
I'll stab and scrape to feel the pain
But I can't stop crying to get it away
and you'll look at me with those misdirected, loving eyes
I close mine
to feel everything hurt;

don't worry, it's okay, I want to
And when the water thrives know you've done me well with what I wanted
      I needed to push the tears out
                     the only way is to shove me

                                                               ­                                                                 ­            down an endless stairwell and
                                                             ­                                                             ****­ your nails into my bleeding bruises  
Laugh at me
And kiss me
Hit me to hurt me
                                                              ­                                                                 ­                                               I love you
Eat my stomach because I am a glutton
Let my dry throat swell, I needn't breath
Smile, watch me die
                     let me be the one to cry
                                                             ­                                                                 ­                                it's okay, I love you