You should know...
that you are my hardest goodbye
you still see a side of me that no one else sees
to watch you struggle with everything you struggle with just breaks my heart
I want to make it better
not fixed because I know I don't have the power, but better
To see that look in your eyes just takes me back to a time where we found moments in which the whole world around us seemed to disappear.
We cannot find words that describe what we were. I truly believe that this is because no words exist to accurately encompass it all.
There are no words to fit this feeling.
All I know is that when we say our final goodbye til only God knows when, it will knock the air right out of me.
When you have no way of knowing the next time you will see someone you love so much, it is much like slowly cutting off pieces of your heart and trampling them.
I need you to be safe.
I need you to figure out what you need and chase after it with all you have.
Don't be afraid. Just keep moving.
Do me a favor? Can you do me a favor?
Smile.