Have you ever wanted so badly to scream,
to kick and punch and drain every last tear in your body until the world turns black
Everyday I tell myself I can fight it alone, and every night I cry because I know I have no one to tell even if I wanted to
My gut is flipping sideways as I smash my head into the door
I trusted you with one brick and you walked away with my entire wall
It's not okay it's not okay IT'S NOT OKAY.
Why can't you listen to me when I'm shouting for help
Why do you ignore my screeching plea's
If I'm choking on my breath beside you
why do you continue to gag my neck