It's beating fast I'm trying to think of words to carm it down I relax it works slowing down like a train hear it and feeling it too. I go on and my mind Go's blank I'm trying to focus on the the words on the screen. I can feel it starting to get up speed racing faster I focus back at the screen thinking what to write but I'm writing this and it's slowing down again feeling relaxed in a dark room but it's cold with my hands out the bed