Everyday, I wake up
From the dreams that is made up
With my mind clouded
With things and scenes
That's too impossible to happen
So I'll just brace myself
And wish and go imagine
For all I know and waiting
Is the day of your arrival;
The thought of you, coming..

Because
Everyday, I wake up
From the dreams that is made up
With my mind clouded
With things and scenes
That's most likely impossible to happen
Dreaming that you will be here
Hugging me close, coz dear
You'll kiss me and whisper to my ear
"There's nothing to fear."

Gods, I wish you were near...

Everyday, I wake up
From the dreams that is made up
For I am high and drugged
From the fantasy you've made
Sated and drowned
From the love you wholeheartedly gave

Gods, I wish you were here...

Everyday, I wake up
From the dreams that is made up
Waken by the harsh reality
That things are lot different from my fantasies

Cause reality used to show me that Love
Is not something I should stay out

Because for me
Love is monochromatic
Or too sappy and too fvxking romantic
Something too sweet
Something I cant stand just like heat

I see crazy individuals
Everyday, suffering
Surviving
Loving

People loving the pain
And hating the Love
But you cleared my mind
And never gave up

You stayed
And danced with me
To the endless abyss of my
Emptiness and anxiety

And I loved you for doing that
And am still loving you
And wont stop
Until you told me so

You were always be with me
Always
In my head
My heart
And in my life

You will always try
To annoy me
Argue with me
Make me happy
And go full on ****** with me

You're always like those
And I loved you more
Because you are 'you'

And even though I always
Fight with you
Argue with you
And forget things
That I love you
Please do always remember
And you will always be
My favorite 'Always'.