I like to call it blowing on the harp. Or wailing. Like how helpless my mouth is in the throes of translating wind, how I forget to unfurl into the hot pleasures of bath, pearling on around me, that I had previously spent several dimes of anticipation on, even the mounds of afternoon-special bubbles, even the pleasure of seeing my own flushed and perfect skin, mermaided beneath this tideless sea.
When the urge to blow upon the slim silver box finds me I almost don’t. Issues of noise and also whatever it is when you think “I don’t know how”. I am surprised to see such reasonable concerns after all these years of exacting unreasonable responses from myself in those silvering and hightide moments that you never see coming.
As if there were more to the how of it than lips and hands and steam and breath and the now weary bubbles done tired of waiting and laid down instead, across the water in flat white whorls, in a type of peculiar obedience, to the music above.