the thought of the words
it's different with her...
coming out your mouth
slipping off your tongue
with those very lips
that that used to
kiss mine
softly
makes me want to ******* *****
because all I ever wanted
was to be enough for
            you
to hear you at my door
whisper the words
I'm sorry,
I love you,
forgive me,
it's different this time
i 
           promise
but it will never be that way with us
because I will never be enough
and you will never
come back
**different.