sometimes i get this strange feeling when something bad is about to happen and lately
no matter what i do or what i think about it doesnt go away.
how can i explain to you that i want you to be here forever?
i've never been scared of anything but losing you.
there will never be enough words in this world to tell you how much you mean to me and how i would have never been me if it wasnt for you.
you taught me to be kind and respectful to everyone even if i think they don't deserve it.
you're the only person who's ever made me feel like being vulnerable and fragile is okay. even in this ******, ****** up world.
there are days when i love the fact that i'm never able to forget because that way i will always remember the moments i have spent with you.
to be honest, i don't want to imagine a world without you in it; without the two of us making fun about literally everything and without your hot limonade to make me feel better whenever im sick.
i remember that day of april where it was pouring so hard and we were all wet and tired and we were almost home and i couldn't stop laughing. because even tho i couldn't feel my feet and i was freezing to death, i was the happiest kid in the world because i had you by my side. throughout my life i've known that no matter what kind of storm im in, everything will be alright as long as i have you.
you've always been the greatest role model i could've asked for and i will always think of you like the only person in the world that is worth everything.