Dear those who have been given that message, From a doctor or from your lover who was told by a nurse. I am so sorry that you have to end. I am envious though, that you have a time frame; I am scared of living and not knowing when I will die. Will they find a lump in my lung, Or me as the lump on the side of the road? I fear not knowing that this breath, or the next is my last, And though I am jealous that you know this, I am so **** sorry that you do.