i knew this dreadful day was going to come
without you in my life i will have to overcome
i remember every moment we spent together
we would always have fun no matter if there was bad whether
but all those moments are is memories
memories that have become a part of what makes me
now their being torn out of my heart forever
i might just say it's whatever, that's not how i feel however
i tell myself that there is nothing to fear
but you don't know how much it's going to hurt without you here
you were my first love, best friend
supposed to be together till the very end
but now its like you were not even real
i just have to get use to how this feels
because after today you're gone just as if you died
i promised i wouldn't cry
but tomorrow thats all i can do
because i'll be without you